Saturday, January 26, 2008
I think that i'm ostentatious and thinking about it now, makes me feel all stupid. I want to be me. Like how i'm like with cass or syuhaidah or my secondary school friends. Completely at ease. Not afraid to cry when i'm sad or make a big fool out of myself. But somehow i can't. If you think i'm quiet, then you don't know me at all.
The team is so split. It's so obvious, and you're blind if you don't see it. I don't think it's bad, because we do come together when need be. I just think it's weird.
I wonder if they're thinking what i think they're thinking. I wonder if i'm thinking too much about everything. I wonder if i should just ignore what i think they think and start caring about what i think. Think. Think. Think. I think my period is coming, because i'm thinking too much. URGH.
We had to take a personality test for school and well this was part of my personality type analysis. "..They might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved.. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause.." I thought it was quite true. The me being a write/poet part. HAHAHAA. Hilarious. NEVER EVER.
;6:00 AM